[Anscha]

Daddy,

one year without you has gone already. Life had to go on no matter what our feelings were... we have to function and do our job as usually, no more place for mourning, grieving, sadness, pain... But today my heart sobs, hurts

I miss you so much.

This feeling that you will never come back again is so hard, my heart aches.

I miss you so much.

Mommy and I had a wonderful time in the .......... and I enjoyed it very much. But when we came back we again got to feel that deep gap in our lives. Sometimes I really miss the sense of my life. Only serving, giving, helping... but nobody who takes us into his loving arms.

Daddy - I miss you so much!!!!!!!!!!!

Please don´t be angry with me - I know it is not ok but sometimes I think why all this here? Why can´t we be together again right now if all this is just a probation, the place where you are now is so much more beautiful, is heavenly eternal wonderful...

Daddy - I miss you so much!

Love,
Anja

And you know that I will love you till I die!